In this crazy world, you have to find a moment to stop and enjoy nature. Pain comes and goes. This is a reminder that beauty can bloom every time. 

One day this pain will pass. I hope it will be soon. 

“I know not everything can be perfect, but I have to believe that it can be just so that fighting for it makes sense.”  

Sometimes we’re so busy that we don’t even realize we actually have time to slow down and reward ourselves with some me time. Maybe right now is that time? Sit down with a hot cup of cocoa, coffee, or tea. Slowly sip your drink of choice. Don’t focus on all the bad things that happened yesterday or what stresses you will have to face tomorrow, just focus on this moment. This moment is yours. Relax. Take in the aroma and flavors of your drink.

Close your eyes. Let go of the stresses in your mind even if for this one moment and tell yourself I am strong, I am beautiful, and today is going to be a wonderful day. Things only get better when you honestly believe they will. Remember to have courage everyday because you never know how far you will go until you try. Take another sip. Don’t rush yourself. Enjoy :)

Sometimes you have to stop trying to fix the past and stop planning the future. You have to stop trying to figure out what others want from you or even what you want your heart to feel and just go with the flow. You have to start smiling even though you rather cry. You just have to let go of the doubts and just believe even if no one else does. It won’t be now, but eventually you’ll learn right? I really hope I do.

I’m not sure exactly what I want right now. Definitely not sure where I’m going. I’ve been living in the past, unable to let go. I’ve been worrying about the future, unable to relax. I stress too much. I think too much. I’m stubborn. I’m hopeless. I’m weak. I’m strong. Sometimes I feel like my head and heart is going to explode because of everything I’ve bottled in over time. It’s funny, I don’t even remember some of those things. I think over time, you just begin to forget what you held onto, but you never forget the pain or emotion it caused. I’m not sure what the hell I am doing with my life right now. I’m still trying. I’m still alive, but am I truly living in the present or am I just barely here?