Hi. My name is Morlica. Welcome to my blog. I'll also start getting into the habit of re-blogging! I'm an optimistic pessimist still trying to understand life & everything it has to offer.
I'm a college student pursuing Sports Medicine, PE, & Kinesiology. I love sports, tattoos, poetry, music, traveling,
reading, & Tumblr :)
I’m afraid of feeling happy. Why? I know it will all disappear. It always does. I should cherish the moments of happiness that come and go, but I don’t like that it comes and goes. Maybe that’s just a part of life, but I hate it. It’s like me giving you a cure to your disease and then in a short period of time, you no longer have the cure. All you have left is the pain you once had except it gets worse because the pain eased for a while and you forgot how it felt. Now you have to deal all over again. Sometimes it’s better to stay at the bottom. High hopes and expectations always come down. I know it is better to be optimistic and just fight, but it’s hard to move forward when pain weighs more than a ton. Lets see you carry that pain before you judge another person’s struggle.
Sometimes we’re so busy that we don’t even realize we actually have time to slow down and reward ourselves with some me time. Maybe right now is that time? Sit down with a hot cup of cocoa, coffee, or tea. Slowly sip your drink of choice. Don’t focus on all the bad things that happened yesterday or what stresses you will have to face tomorrow, just focus on this moment. This moment is yours. Relax. Take in the aroma and flavors of your drink.
Close your eyes. Let go of the stresses in your mind even if for this one moment and tell yourself I am strong, I am beautiful, and today is going to be a wonderful day. Things only get better when you honestly believe they will. Remember to have courage everyday because you never know how far you will go until you try. Take another sip. Don’t rush yourself. Enjoy :)
“Have you ever felt love, really really felt love? The kind that could save a life. But right before you know it you find out in a moment you’re gonna have to say goodbye. There are lonely nights when you see no hope and you’re feeling short of breath. Like the whole damn world is a braided rope in a noose around your neck. Don’t kick the chair, it’s gonna get better. Don’t kick the chair, it can only get better…”