There isn’t much that I want out of life. Okay, I take that back, there’s a lot. It’s a natural desire to constantly want things. We get something we want and than we want something better than what we previously wanted. It’s a long never ending process, but it’s normal. Or is it? Especially as Americans, we are surrounded by so many choices and opportunities, yet we are still picky. Maybe we have all been raised up as spoiled individuals?
I like to think I’m a simple young woman. I probably give more than I take. I don’t ask or expect for much. All I want is a stable job that I can enjoy waking up every morning for. I don’t care about making a lot of money, it only becomes an issue when I become broke. I don’t want to be living paycheck to paycheck and I don’t want to have so much money that I don’t know what to do with it. There’s a lot of amazing things in the world that are free such as: warm sunny weathers, beautiful scenery, kind people, love, and the air we breath.
I want to make the most of my life whether I live to be 30, 40, or 100 years old. I want whatever time I have remaining to be satisfying with no regrets. I’m almost 21 years old and all these years I’ve had many near-death experiences. Sometimes I wonder why others aren’t as fortunate. I’m not a bad person, but I haven’t lived my life for what it’s worth. I take a lot of things for granted and have issues letting go of things that have already happened. I worry too much. I repeat myself too much. I have bad habits and another long list of flaws, but at least I admit that I am not perfect. At least I keep trying to be better.
What I want the most is to have peace of mind and success. My mind is restless and needs a break. I’m always conflicting with others and my inner demons. You can only fight for so long before you get tired. As for success, I simply define it as achieving real happiness.